you can take it or leave it, i prefer that you keep it

Shit shit shit shit shit...the only words that can seem to come out of my mouth right now. I don't even know what to say. I was terrified that this would happen and when I started seeing signs and everything I knew it. I tried to lie to myself but its pretty clear and evident now. I don't know how to tell you or anyone for that matter. I'm scarred shitless.