its called break up, cause its broken

Seriously, I don't understand how one person could affect me so dramatically. I mean, yeah, if it were a long term thing it would make sense but it wasn't! I'm all emotionally exhausted and stressed out about someone I barely dated for very long yet cared way too fucking much about and I seriously hate this feeling. The feeling of never winning at this point in my life. Everything is working against me. Ugh. Fuck life these last 10 months, fuck you.