see the problem is that I already loved you before the decision was made,
i wanted you, i honestly and truly did, but i couldn't have you,
not yet.
i'm so sorry for everything i've done to you,
all it took was a couple of deep breaths and you were gone.
and i can't take it back,
you can't give back a heartbeat.
i keep telling myself to just breathe,
but its hard when you're suffocating in your own skin.
"They call her name at 7:30 I pace around the parking lot Then I walk down to buy her Flowers And sell some gifts that I got Cant you see Its not me youre dying for Now shes feeling more alone Than she ever has before
As weeks went by It showed that she was not fine They told me son its time To tell the truth And she broke down and I broke Down cause I was tired of lying Driving back to her apartment For the moment were alone Shes alone And Im alone Now I know it"
