call. break. it. off.

I have fallen for a guy who is absolutely amazing and I honestly feel like we just click and are meant to be in each other's lives but the timing is horrible. We fight like cats and dogs already over a lie that was whispered into his ear and there's nothing I can do to change it. I just have to let it be and let him believe and feel how he wants and treat me like I never meant anything to him though I know that's a lie. He wouldn't be reacting the way that he is if he didn't care however I was pushed from the point of tears to anger. After all the fighting and hateful words that were said on Friday night he turns around 2 days later  and says "I don't hate you and if you want to say hi here and there that's fine." Which I immediately flipped out about because I was so pissed and angry at him for being so hateful towards me. I honestly don't know that anyone has ever reacted this way towards me over a rumor. All I could say back was I would really like that and he said "k". Just when I had written him off he made a move for me to not forget him. I just want to scream at him and put all my frustration out on him for not trusting in me then I start to think about his eyes and smile and all the feelings come flooding back again. I go from being upset and angry to just wanting to show up at his door and kiss him.