Things have been going a lot better with me and Chris. Less fighting and arguing and I'm glad. I'm over yelling about every little thing that goes on. Yes, I fucked up before but now I'm fixing it and changing all of that person of me. I think I just got around the wrong person and things went for the worst.
I know this is going to sound bad but I'm over this winterguard season. I'm tired of the drama its causing and all the overdramatic scenes that certain people keep putting on. We don't spin together at all and we all know it. We only have 3-4 more shows before Dayton and eh, idk. We can't keep the show the same, it keeps changing, and yes that does happen but not in the major ways ours has. And to be honest I don't really like the changes except for the ending.
Let's see I have about a week or so until I have to be moved out and I'm not having any real luck with finding a place. The only places that I might have an okay with is in Raleigh/Cary and I'm trying not to go out that far. So I dont' know what I'm going to do yet. Hopefully something will come up soon within the next day or so. Otherwise I'm screwed.
Btw, I know I brought this up before but some people who are my "friends" are really starting to piss me off. If you're not going to be on my side and understand me than what's the point of us being friends? There are some other deeper issues there but I'm not going to get into it.
