always up or down, never down and out

I don't know why I let the people I care about get to me so much sometimes. That chapter in my life is officially closing and it sucks but I'm over it. Its sad that at 29 years old some people still can't manage to sort their feelings out and talk out their problems like adults. They would rather go off hear say then just speak to the person but you know maybe its better this way. I don't need that drama in my life anyways. With that being said, I have no regard for his feelings anymore and I will do and see and hang out with whoever I want, whenever I want. Fuck him. His Loss. Normal Jeska is back in action again. ;)