let me take you there, i wanna take you there

So after getting it off my chest and telling erik what I had decided..I'm kind of excited. I mean I don't know his feelings on everything yet because he had to leave again but we have almost a month together when I get to hawaii to discuss all our plans on what we're going to do. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself but I feel super impatient to know his thoughts and wants and needs on the situation. I'm hoping that my thoughts and ideas for tomorrow will pan out the way that I want them to and I can really get things started this week before I leave. It ould give me something to look forward to sooner and distract me from the excitement of leaving next Monday. Also, I've got to start fessing up to people soon about everything. I'm only really nervous about telling my parents the truth but I know I need to do it. I was going to do it while I was in Hawaii but now it seems like it would be best if I told them before I left. Or maybe I'll just tell them everything all at once when I get back but they might freak out on me. lol. Either way, I'm ready to start telling everyone everything so I'll stop feeling so damn anxious all the time!