Man, talk about a test of time. The thought of being alone for so long scares me to death and I don't know why. Like right now (and usually as of lately when I wasn't in VA) I'm all alone sitting by myself. There's no one here and all I hear are the sounds of the people outside. My friends don't come around that often because they're busy or have some stupid excuse as to why they can't do things. The one person I thought who would never leave my side has been gone for weeks. Not that its a bad thing, its probably for the best because he's moving on and becoming happy again but it still sucks either way. Then I have the most amazing guy I have ever known but he's gone and I miss him more than anything and there's nothing I can do about it for another 46 days. Time makes the heart grow fonder well fuck that, lol. It doesn't make my tears stop falling that's for sure. I don't know, I just need my friends and everyone more than ever right now but they're no where to be found and who would of guessed?
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