Ugh, not only do I think about it constantly but I have to dream about it too! The first one was just some person in general and it made me sad but not that big of deal. But this last one I just had was awful awful awful. Everything that could of happened and gone bad did. Samantha was the slutty bitch as expected and he just kept doing it. Kept going on and on and nothing I said or did mattered until finally I got mad enough that I through her out of the room and got on top of him. Then and ONLY then did I have his attention. I'm so pissed and angry right now and I know I really shouldn't be but I can't help it. It just feeds to my fire and makes it worse! It would probably help if I could talk to his ass and resolve some of these issues but I haven't heard a word from him all week, I'm sure when I finally do it will end badly and into a huge argument but one that is seriously needed to take care of all this shit. I'm so over feeling like this. I've done it long enough before and I'm not going to let it happen again. This time I'm going to make sure its taken care of.
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