don't let the days go by..

I've been sitting here thinking over and wondering about how things don't happen in the way or order that you want them too. I had a perfect opportunity to take a chance with a new beginning in a way but I was unsure of the situation and didn't speak up. I was like a week short and now there's nothing for me to do about it but wait. I'm head over heels for something that won't be for a long time and it sucks because its all I want right now. Its just one of those things that just click and you know it. Maybe next time I won't be so stupid and naive.